my supposed "13th Journal"

Good Monday y'all! i had a great Sunday at home with the fambam, although that's all the weekend I could get for this week. I'll just make it up til' next  :-)

I planned a lot of things to do but failed. ( even posting a new blog entry ) ended up staying at home watching TV and cleaning my car and playing with Summer and Rain. ( Summer's cousin.) 

So I'm here at work now doing this again (just like with my first post. haha! )

I was planning to show you a notebook I got where I can write about anything 'Summer'. I had it last August and so far I only have about 3 entries :(  sad. Im toooo lazy to update it, and also got lazy to post it to this blog.

But here it is. I just had the picture taken this morning while I was on my way to work and while I was on stop to a red traffic light. hehe!
So, I got this notebook from the dept store. It caught my eyes because its yellow and it has gold edges on each page. And right on the cover, it says "Beautiful days of my life" which is exactly how I feel every time I think of my daughter.♥


Here's a photo of that diary. It already got kind of dirty since its always in my bag together with other stuff. But I never get to open it as often as I want to. 

Like I mentioned on my introduction, I have 12 diaries I still keep. This notebook I got for Summer is supposed to be the 13th, but I guess Ill only get stuck with those 12.

But here I am with this blog trying my best to update it  with my new life's little pieces.

I don't know if there's still anyone who still keep a diary, but if I only I could keep up with my busy schedule, I would still like to keep one. I remember putting all of my emotions in there, there was one diary i had, that if anyone read it they would think whoever wrote whats in it is such an ugly and insecure girl. LOL. because it was full of bitterness and self pity :)

But of course I was too young to filter my emotions then. So it should be different now. And like they say, we don't really grow up we just learn how to express ourselves in a more discreet manner as you age or sometimes act more appropriate in public. ;-)

I have read some do's and dont's in blogging, one is not to over share. I tend to break that rule sometimes so I guess this time I have to be careful.

Sometimes, my beau Mayce would tell my that I am "over sharing" on Facebook. but I don't think that I do. But sometimes realize it too late, :-) a couple of times I had to remove a post.

Prolly the bad side of not letting out what you feel. I'm so used to having friends around to diss all those emotions. But since we're all too busy now, Facebook seems to be the most convenient alternative.

But I guess, these things you have to live with, reason for us exploring other things with out the things or people you used to having around all the time. My readers can be my new friends and I would really appreciate a small talk and what you think about the blog. Thanks for visiting :-)

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